Tuesday, December 30, 2003
cousins just left. they're going back down under tomorrow morning. probably won't see them till years later. bittersweet goodbyes. sigh. i love em, but yet, i'm not really all that sure :?
today, when i walked from specialist centre to far east to meet my cousins, my eyes wouldn't stop leaking. talked to my bro and then my godmother on the phone, watching people look at me weird all that time.
sometimes i don't understand my mum; and even more so after what happened with dad. I don't know what she wants me to do to make her feel better. Leave her alone? i always get the feeling that she's pushing me away, pushing me away because i remind her of the heartache of my father, because it brings tears to her eyes.
--What about the tears it brings to my eyes, mummy? Just in case you wanted to know, I lost daddy too --
sherry @ 9:16:00 am
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