Sunday, March 07, 2004
RA selections come out tomorrow.
I'm not sure why I'm optimistic about possibly getting a position.
Yearly aspirations of a good state of finance, and to rid myself of the hostage guilt holds over my indulgence?
Hope is a dangerous thing.
Too much of it serves only to be a shaky ledge you find yourself precariously placed upon, right before plummeting to the cold, hard floor millions of miles below you.
And so I dare not hold hope, but unfortunately, its persistance clings onto me.
Tomorrow we'll see if the walls will come tumbling down and down and down.
And only tomorrow will tell if this ledge i stand upon will disappear from beneath my feet.
sherry @ 6:21:00 pm
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