Thursday, September 30, 2004
What is this strange mystery of falling for a person I am not permitted to fall for? I wish someone would explain it to me, or just try to pacify my persistence. I would like to be depolarized, for my attempts at unattracting myself from you have been fairly inconsequential, if not disastrous (to say the very least).
Recently, my head and my heart have been set on very different things; my head reminds me of my constant foolishness, while my heart contradicts with notions of a selfless love. But who am I kidding when I say there's a compromise? Only the idealist believes there exists a middle ground where everybody gets portions of what they want; the rest of us are better acquainted with the concept of giving up.
You are what they call bad medicine. And I am what they call a chronic case.
All this said, I still wish you would sing to me, one of those deep, soothing tunes you know so well. Let's not pretend you don't know you own a certain way with me, I'm not quite ready to play that game just yet. And I was right all along, musicians are my downfall, but then again, wasn't that a given to begin with?
sherry @ 11:20:00 pm
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