Monday, June 27, 2005
Close ones will attest that I am not often one to display such emotional rashness, but it's unusual and quite foreign to me to feel so many things so quickly at the same time. All at once, I find myself holding hands with anger, sharing kisses with regret, cheating on contentment with the better-acquainted and much easier disappointment.
Close ones will attest that there is still much hope for things to get better, and with much negotiation and scurrying it should be as they say. But coming to terms with not being good enough by the textbook conditions is difficult. It is the act of having to plead my case that pains; bringing into stark contrast where I should be and where I am. I've been learning the same lessons over and over again, so apparently repetition is useless when expectations are reflexive. So as it is always, I am not surprised.
[A little update in the Stills section with snippets of a trip to Canada's Wonderland & the PQRSG's birthday dinner(: I have also taken down the songs, if you would like to hear future works, drop me a msg and I'd be glad to oblige]
sherry @ 10:35:00 pm
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