Friday, August 26, 2005
In a matter of less than two weeks, everything has changed. The things I thought would never happen have transpired somehow, and it's odd how quickly we can learn to see another in a different light. But then again, I dare not hope for truth in the things that they have told me, and so time and time again, I feel only like a little girl with lofty dreams about falling for a boy whom I'm not quite good enough for. Mr. Everybody-Wants-You, do you know that everybody wants you? And with all these girls falling at your feet, what am I to you? And perhaps I could wish for a day when I would not have to wish for anything, but I sit now wishing for something other than this uncertainty, whether it be something more or something less. Perhaps it would be nice to go back to the days when I didn't even know to hope for something, to the days before my heart learnt to feel for you. Funny thing is, I don't even quite know what I want to happen, do I really want more this dancing? I just want to stop, stop thinking, stop feeling, stop guessing; I want more than this confusion that follows me. And the wise will learn to sleep away all this jitter, only to save all bodily functions from beating at such furious speeds.
sherry @ 7:49:00 pm
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