Sunday, March 26, 2006
And it all came tumbling down.
Broken down, piece by piece.
He says my name and my heart stops, heaves and everything spills over.
Struggle to say all the words in between these gasps for breath.
"Sometimes it's just not enough,
I can't lose someone from being far away from them again,
I'm so sorry. Oh god, I'm so sorry,
I'm not going anywhere,
Why do you have to be so perfect,
I'm so scared."
Here lies the same girl whose heart heaved when she saw them turn your body to ash;
I am still unravelling because of you.
But I am learning;
that heartache, however comforting and safe, is still the easy way out.
And the easy way out, however assuring, is still not worth the way my heart aches for him.
sherry @ 3:24:00 pm
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